t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Monday, May 10, 2004
hmmms. writing this entry for my dearest pl. =) darlingxx.
remember that.. i'm always here no matter what alrights? like what i said.. everything happens for a reason.. maybe god wants yoo to meet with s few wrong ones before meeting the one who's meant for you.. hmm.. like what you told me last time.. god wouldn't give you something yoo can't handle.. and even if yoo can't handle it.. rest and be assured that i'll be here to share your burden.. and i'll always be right here.. no matter what.. i'll pick you up.. that's what best friends are for.. don't think of yourself as someone who's worthless.. cos you mean the world to me.. and you always will alrights? i'm sure many agree with me that you're a precious lil one.. =)) and yupp.. i would never want another best friend cos to me.. you're the best.. no one can beat that alright?.. hmm... it might hurt to let go.. but ya.. like i said to someone before.. what's the point of holding on so hard.. on something that hurts you so much?.. yupp.. hmm.. yeah.. sigh.. i know how it feels.. trust me.. i do.. and the amount of pain you're feeling right now.. it hurts.. but i'm hurting with you as well.. or maybe.. i might even be hurting more.. i thought.. this time.. you'll be happier.. and i was really glad.. cos as a best friend.. i wanna see you happy.. i wanna see you being loved by someone worthy.. and see you loving the person who loves you.. =)) but.. somehow.. things don't always turn out the way you want it to.. and i feel kinda.. helpless?.. cos.. i don't know.. i just feel.. useless ba.. i guess. sighs. we've drifted in a way or another.. cos of everything that's around us.. change of schools?.. change of group.. things here and there.. resulted in this.. certain gap.. but alwayus remember what i told you yupp.. remember the pendent..? =)) friends forever.. apart or together. =) you'll ALWAYS be my best friend.. ALWAYS be someone i hold dearly in my heart.. ALWAYS be someone i'll never want to lose.. ALWAYS be someone i'll NEVER forget.. ALWAYS be someone i'll always wanna be here for.. so.. take a deep breathe.. be strong.. try to pull yourself up.. and i'll be here by your side.. more than glad to carry you and soar up high together. =)) know why? each of us are angels with one wing.. and we're only able to soar into the sky.. by supporting on another.. yupp.. i hope to be the one to be able to support you and fly into the sky with you. =)) smiles. i love you my darling. always.
;elysium.
5:42:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
